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Nov. 27th, 2009 | 03:11 am
hearing: Futurama ish on

I realized something about myself today, and that is that I am completely unable to pace myself. I can't sit down and savor a meal whilst I chat with the family. I can't nurse a drink and appreciate the taste of it. No, no, I hork down my food like my life depends on it, and I chug whatever I'm drinking, be orange juice or SCALDING HOT TEA. Even in other aspects of life, like exercise and schoolwork and video games, I am incapable of pacing myself. Everything MUST GET DONE NAO or not get done at all. Impatient much, self? Sheesh.

I realized this small fact earlier when I'd decided to pour myself a glass of eggnog and then shortly after found out that it was Way Too Sweet for me to chug so I dumped like 3/4's of it. Based on this, I've concluded that I have just one more reason to tack onto the very long list of why I should never drink alcohol. My family is quite aware of my disdain for alcohol, and it came up in conversation today, and my Aunt Brenda was quite surprised by it. What can I say? I'm still a ten year old boy at heart.

Oh yeah, Happy Turkey Day again. It was a good day, and the norm for holidays; everyone came over and we watched TV for a while, then ate dinner at a ridiculously early time. Everyone crashed shortly after that (except myself, because I had WoW to play) and then later we all played a board game. While playing said board game, we all passed around my Aunt Brenda's camera and took the most retarded, stupid, silly looking pictures possible and the stupidity rose to such a high level that everyone at the table was crying of laughter. I can't even remember what exactly was so funny, but suffice to say the family is pretty awesome to hang out with when everyone's not trying to kill each other.

Played some WoW today, now level 27. Did an instance with the Slowbro, though I currently can't remember which one and I'm really too tired to go figure it out. I've wasted a lot of time just exploring and farming professions, but I've had some fun doing so. Slowbro's always got dailies or a raid he's doing so for the most part I've been leveling on my own. I'd get my quests done a lot faster if I ever looked up where the npc's and items were for them, but I'm too lazy to do that. Ever. I just want 30 by the end of the weekend and I'll be pretty happy.

I'm up this late not by choice, really, but because I'm trying to get the sucky comp downstairs here that gram uses to suck less. It's so slow x_x But luckily I've managed to speed it up considerably -- at least for her e-mail checking purposes, if nothing else. Currently it's defragging and I think I'm just gonna go to bed while it does that, cause it's not going to be done anytime soon.

I miss my Slowbro already D: I'm way too clingy when it comes to him, but I'm used to waking up next to him every day! I might get to see him Saturday since we have plans to go up to Carousel, but he's been sick lately so if he doesn't go, then that's understandable. I'll see him on Sunday when we get back to school regardless. blah! I'm not used to this... actually wanting to be around someone thing that I'm doing.

And now I'm gonna go crash and burn cause I'm supposed to be up early tomorrowz D:

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hailfire

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Nov. 26th, 2009 | 01:48 am
feeling: content content

Thanksgiving break! :3 It's fantastic so far. Today I did nothing but sit on the couch and play WoW. Level 25 now, and I'm hoping I'll be 30+ by the time I have to go back to school. Slowbro wanted to run some instances today, but we couldn't find any groups because 1) it's a weekday and 2) apparently there aren't a lot of low levels on the serv right now. Which seems about right, because for every low level noob I've seen, I've seen about five level 80's running around. Oh well. My account got officially upgraded today so I joined Slowbro's guild and can check my mail and all that fantastic stuff. Most of the day was just dedicated to leveling, so nothing real interesting happened. Slowbro's sick as a dog so he hasn't been on much. I hope he feels better soon ;w;

Just ordered Part One of my christmas gift to my bee eff. Apparently he's not used to being surprised about what people get him so I'm hoping he really likes it and that it's awesome >: I'm pretty sure he'll like it. Well, he'll like it, just how much he'll like it is the question. And I'm hoping it's a lot. I'll even be nice and dress up in a skirt when I give it to him. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that -- I bought a skirt recently and have worn it in public HOLY CRAP. but I played WCIII while wearing it so it balances out. i think.

So apparently I really am incapable of talking about anything other than my boyfriend and/or WoW. Fail. D:

HAPPY TURKEY DAY. I'm hungry already ;_;

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tomorrow's on the way

Nov. 24th, 2009 | 01:44 pm
feeling: content content

I wish I could write essays as easily as LJ entries >_> my life would be so much easier. I do have a lot to write, but I dunno. I need the right environment to do it and lately it's just been. bleh. I know, excuses excuses. I'll probably get a shetty grade in that class but I'm beyond caring. If I pass it and never have to take that class again, I'll be ecstatic.

Speaking of classes, I registered for mine a while ago and surprisingly did not have to camp anything! I'm in Petrology, Environmental Geo for majors, Physics II and Japanese 102. That's right, TWO geo classes and only one non-science class! Japanese is just a free A for me. >_> Anyways, I have the three science classes -- labs included -- with Slowbro, so it'll be nice to have someone to work with for everything. We managed to not have class til 2:20 on Thursdays, and that's just a geo lab C: Tuesday is also a lab day, and MWF are gonna be 4 classes a day (except wednesday, cause envirogeo is a MF class) but, eh. I did it last year, I can do it again this year.

So that's good news. Today, once I get out of astronomy, it's Turkey Break! Hooray! And since I hit level 20 last night on WoW, I will probably upgrade my account as soon as I get home. I'm actually pretty excited about playing. I'll finally get my Kodo Mount and then probably head up to the Stonetalon Mountains to pick up some more quests, though I still have to do some stuff in Wailing Caverns. Once I upgrade my account, I'll get the linked account benefits with Slowbro too, so we'll get extra experience, yaaay. I am so happy to have a fun mmo to play ;A; I've really missed it.

The bad thing about turkey break is no Slowbro >: Well, maybe I'll get to hang out with him, but not as often as usual. I'm pretty okay with being alone, and I can't wait to get home so I can make myself tea and instant rice and stay up all night playing mmos with HGTV on in the background. That's a vacation. And at the very least, I'll be able to play WoW with him! Roomie and Donny are playing too, but I don't know/remember their igns so chances are I'll only be leveling with Slowbro.

I really wish Astronomy was cancelled or at least didn't let out so late >: I want to skip that and English and just go home now and hang out! I need a break from school, though I do have some work I'll need to do while I'm home too. Sigh. At least I have something to bat away the stress with now, because even with this workload, I feel a lot better than I have in the past month or so stress-wise.

Again, my lament: if only essays were as easy to write as LJ entries! /woe

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hailfire

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Nov. 23rd, 2009 | 05:55 pm

it's over. I started playing WoW. xD Everyone saw that coming. I currently only have a trial account but I did the friend linking thing with Slowbro. I currently have a level 19 Tauren Warrior and auuugh I want to play moar but I have to write essays now! ;_; oh well. It's helped me with being stressed out though. Video games are the cure for everythiiiing <3

Thanksgiving break starting tomorrow night after astronomy! woo! \o/ I will... probably just play WoW the entire time. FUN TIMES 8D Aunt Brenda is home tho for the holidays so that might be fun.

well... essay time >: then it's time to get to level 20! KODO MOUNT YAY

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Nov. 14th, 2009 | 07:34 pm

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I FEEL FEMININE ;_; NEED GAMEZ.

*plays WCIII*

PS: totally don't have an orc crush on Thrall. nope.

PPS: arthas is a tool >_>

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Nov. 13th, 2009 | 07:49 pm
feeling: sick sick
hearing: HGTV is on

;w; Sick. Like super sick. Well, not super sick, but I woke up this morning feeling pretty awful. Slowbro was like "DON'T GO TO CLASS D:<" but I was gonna... Then I threw up and started freaking out, because I can't even remember the last time I threw up. But then Slowbro calmed me down and essentially tucked me into bed, and he got me food and tea later in the day. >: He's so sweet to me ♥ I feel bad cause it seems like all he does lately is take care of me D:

So, pretty much my entire day was spent sleeping. I had to do some bs community service for missing two recycling segments, but that was essentially just sitting down at the recycling desk and talking with the RT. I'm still feeling kind of crappy, I get dizzy when I stand up but I don't have a crazy bad migraine now. I came home tonight too, and mama had plans to go out but she made me some rice and stuff before I left, and she got me some of that good orange juice <3

I'm just kind of taking it easy right now. I've been way too stressed out over homework lately. I talked to my english professor and he said not to worry about it too much, so that made me feel a lot better. I actually told myself that yesterday was a no-homework day, just to have time to chill out, so I played a little bit of Warcraft III, but then I just started feeling too crappy to keep playing x_x; feeling better now tho, so I'll probably end up playing some more tonight.

I hope I get better quickly! T_T I hate being sick!

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hailfire

the dust has already begun to fall

Nov. 11th, 2009 | 07:37 pm
feeling: tired tired
hearing: Hide and Seek - Imogen Heap

You know, lately, I really need to play video games. Not want, need. I need a good game to relax with, to get absorbed into, so I can let all my stress and negativity melt away. I really want to dig into Warcraft III, and watching Slowbro raid every night is really making the mmo-lover in me twitch. But I'm trying to be a good student and not play any games til all my homework is caught up. T_T It's so very hard. Tonight, I'm not going to bed until I finish one of my essays. Then this weekend, when I go home, I plan on writing my other one. I really can't believe I let myself get so behind ._. It's only in one class, but still! Once I get all that finished with, I'm also going to finally fill out one of those "o hay i wanna lives in scales" forms to see if I can get in there somehow. Here's to hoping, because Oneida just continues to suck. It's so inconvenient for me in every conceivable way. I really hope I can get into scales before the year is over =_=

In other news, there is no other news. I want to play video games but I have essays. My boyfriend continues to be the most awesome person on the planet and I feel like I'm being way too clingy sometimes, but then again, he is too :3 We saw someone from the geo field trip today and she was like "you guys have class together, you hang out after class, go to dinner together... don't you guys want to kill each other yet?" We lol'd and started plotting. <_< Anyways, going home this weekend to hang out with mother. Gramma is also not doing very well as of late so I should really just spend some time gracing her with my company. And Smash! Can't forget about masher. d'awww he's such a cute lil wetawd ;3; I am tired. ;_; Want to play video games. Or sleep. But work! Do it. I must. fffffffffffff

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hailfire

don't know where it goes or where it leads

Nov. 8th, 2009 | 02:52 pm
feeling: tired tired
hearing: It Doesn't Matter - Alison Krauss

oh god my face. my everything. I am so tired and wiped out that I just really want to curl up into a ball and go to sleep and not wake up for a week or so.

Geo field trip this weekend. It was alright. The nights were hilarious because we all slept in sleeping bags in one big room, so it was like a giant geo-slumber party. And most everyone was drunk or at least tipsy. So. I learned some interesting things about my fellow classmates >_>; Yesterday was actually fun too because we went to a mineral museum that was an old zinc mine. Fluorescent mineral capital of the world O: It was a pretty cool place. Hammered out some franklinite and willemite, two rare minerals only found there. Me and Slowbro both bought fluorite crystals from the gift shop because they have octahedral form, so we want to make d8's out of them >_>; We're not nerds, honest.

I actually ended up having a fairly serious talk with him during the trip. It kind of came out of nowhere, but it was something that was really bothering him. I'm very glad he could talk to me about it, though -- I hate the non-communication thing and although I doubt I could do anything to help, I like to at least be able to listen.

Need to do work ._. Mark let me borrow Warcraft III and I really want to play it. Unfortunately, I have two essays and probably a lab to do too. I also have to go in tomorrow and work on mineral stuff for lab Thursday. Right now I just kind of want to chill and read or play video games with a hot cup of tea. But that's not gonna happen. T_T I can't even drink my iced tea, I left it in Slowbro's room!

Also have to call mother and father to alert them I'm still living since my phone went dead on Friday so there hasn't been any contact all weekend. I'll stop bitching and do some work. Probably should do laundry too and apparently me and Ash have to do community service because of not recycling faaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawk. Augh. Too much. Too much. Want some hot teeeeeea.

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hailfire

at midnight in torrential downpour

Nov. 3rd, 2009 | 05:26 pm
feeling: content content
hearing: Jaws Theme Swimming - Brand New

Hellooooo, LJ. How are you feeling today? I am fine. I still have too much to do and not enough time to do it. Or rather, I do have enough time, but I am lazy and much prefer to spend my time hanging out with Slowbro and not doing anything rather than typing up tedious, pointless english essays.

In truth, the english essay is the only thing I'm really behind in. I have it all planned out but I hate actually writing them out. Augh! It's a pain. I have been doing very well in physics and geo though, because I'm able to work on those with someone. Slowbro said that since we started going out, he's actually started doing better in his classes, so at least I'm a good influence to someone. Now if only I could motivate myself. D:

I went to see Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs with my mom the other day and I really liked it. My mom and I both loved the book, though obviously this was one of those cases where there isn't much to go on as far as plot offered by the book goes, but I actually really like what they did with it. Nerd love! Such adorable nerd love! And I'm always a fan of the "be you, even if the real you is dorky and nerdy and people tend to laugh at you for it" message. And, come on -- Mr. T did the voice of the cop. That was awesome. All in all, I really liked it.

After the movie, I made mom stop by at Barnes and Noble so I could pick up a book to read on the geo trip that's coming up -- and I knew just the book. Pride and Prejudice and Zombies, and oh, it is not a disappointment at all. Mom called first dibs on it once I'm done, because we're both pretty big fans of Pride and Prejudice, and we both enjoy stupid zombie humor. (The fact that I can say that about my mom makes me feel pretty proud.) I've read the beginning to the actual book Pride and Prejudice, and I couldn't stop laughing at how completely perfect the book coincides with it. It's really hilarious how easily the zombie portion of it fits with the original storyline -- and it's surprisingly easy to picture Elizabeth kicking some hardcore zombie butt, too. Needless to say, I'm only on chapter 8 but it's already been well worth the buy.

Not much else going on. Classes, homework, the boyfriend, geo trip on Friday, etc. I was thinking about getting a tutoring job cause they apparently need geo tutors this semester, but I really don't think I can handle it. I mean, I can't even get my work done as is. That also gives Slowbro a better chance of scoring a job doing that, and I know he needs the money. Maybe next semester, since I'll only have four classes then, and they'll all be sciencey things (except Japanese, which is a snooze and cruise for me)

Aaaaaaaaaand I guess I should go attempt work now. Class in an hour and a halfish. I am le tired already and I had a nap earlier! Graaaah curse you pms. >_>

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Nov. 1st, 2009 | 01:21 am

Happeh Halloween everehbuddeh C:

Mine was uneventful. I was dragged all the way across campus to participate in Slowbro's Taco Night tradition. Every night they serve tacos at the dining halls, he and all his friends wear sombreros to go eat. I was recruited, and it was the first taco I've had in a long time, and the chick that was serving them was wearing an awesomely hot little red riding hood outfit so it was totally worth it >_>

I also finally popped my WoW cherry. We were trying to find a private serv to play on, but due to Vista being retarded we couldn't get it working on my comp @_@ So instead Slowbro let me make a character on his official account to mess around with. I made a Tauren Warrior (tanks ftw :3) and I only got to play for a couple of hours so I only got to level 8, but I'm probably officially addicted >_>; I intend to mess with that private server crap until I get it running and then get the real game over winter break and just say goodbye to my soul once and for all. Oh well.

Possibly going with mother tomorrow to see the Wild Things movie. Not entirely sure if I want to, but eh. I miss hanging out with mah mama. I was thinking of going home this weekend but I thought I might go trick or treating. (I did in WoW; does that count?) Next weekend is geo field trip, and after that it's only a couple weeks til Thanksgiving break, so meh. I'll probably just wait until then.

I just took a nap so I'm wide awake, but Ryan and Ash have crashed and Slowbro is still WoW-ing. Will probably go kill some time with mahjong >_>

Somebody needs to buy the game Elements for me, because I'm really really addicted to it but I can only ever find free 60 minute trials. ;_; Curse you, puzzle games!

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if I could reach your heart with those simple words

Oct. 27th, 2009 | 04:10 pm
feeling: content content
hearing: Anthem Part 2 - Blink 182

I forgot my mp3 player today. As such, I ended up listening to the scuff of my boots on the pavement and random snippets of conversation on my walk back from English. I like going into Oneida from the back entrance, and the gym is there, so I was walking past two jockish guys, expecting to hear something about weights or sports or whatever. Instead I heard one of them say, "I just want a family, three bedroom house... You know, live the life."

Hearing that kind of made me smile. It just reminded me that there's more to people than meets the eye.

Started a new mmo with Slowbro. It's called Dragonica Online, it's really fun. It's a 3D side-scroller-esque type of mmo. It reminds me of Kirby, kind of. It's really fun though. I'm playing a warrior and Slowbro's an archer. Together, we destroy. It's a lot of fun. I really wanna play it more, but I just have so much homework lately D:

Geo field trip is coming up very soon. It's a week from this Friday, actually. I'm kind of excited to go cause I now have someone to actually spend time with and am not totally awkward around, we get to sleep in cabins! and the mineral deposits we're going to see sound really cool. Car trip down to New Jersey ftl though. I like car trips, but the super cramped spaces aren't so fun.

I had to buy new batteries for my calculator at the school store today so I grabbed some wheat things too. ;A; I forgot how delicious these things were!

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so now, what? just stay right by my side

Oct. 24th, 2009 | 03:44 pm
feeling: happy happy
hearing: Me, You, and Her Hammock - titofelix

There's something about having the room to myself on Saturday that just makes me happy. xD Not that I haven't been happy lately! It just makes me want to clean and dance around singing to my music. We gotta do trash -- but the recycling room isn't open Saturday! Argh why! D:

You know, I really wish I had some soda right now. I'm very tempted to go down to the vending machine on the first floor and get a bottle. >_>

I can pull my hair into a tiny ponytail! Major emphasis on tiny there. But pulling my hair up always makes me feel more productive. It's like a K TIME TO GET SHIT DONE kind of feeling. C:

Yesterday, me and Slowbro (it's weird calling him Eric! He doesn't respond to that name! the Slowbro nickname is a long story; most people just call him Bro but uh >_> that'd be a little weird for me, considering I call my own bro Bro. ANYWAYS) and his friends Donny and Cappie all took a trip to the comic shop :D It was fun, but it would've been a lot better if it hadn't been FREEZING COLD WINDY AND RAINING. But we went anyways because we're smart and had nothing better to do and Slowbro had $10 burning a hole in his pocket. I actually ended up lending him a little bit of money to buy a 75 card pack of random Magic cards from Ravnica. He got some good cards for his spore deck, including a nice shiny! C:

I forget exactly what sparked it, but I think it was when Donny showed us a player's handbook for tabletop WoW and I said "Yeah... but it's Alliance, so who cares?" And Slowbro just started laughing and he squeezed me and just said "I love you so fucking much, you have no idea how glad I am I met you!" And it was right in the middle of the store, so all I could really do was smile and laugh and give him a kiss. But I was so happy. I really want to find some way to tell him how happy I am with him or how happy I am that I can make him happy, but words really just fail me there. I still look at him sometimes and I find it hard to believe that he's with me of all people. It's kind of surreal and a lot of awesome. I've fallen so face-first hard in love that it's nearly impossible for me to stop smiling like an idiot all the time. (It's started to scare people.)

Well, now that I've fulfilled my fluff-quota for this entry, onto more boring topics. Registration is coming sometime fairly soon, and I'm going to talk to Paul about what geo classes I should take next semester, because I'm looking to take more than one. The question is -- WHAT ONES? I'm debating between Petrology, Paleontology, hydrogeology and environmental geology. I really want to take Paleontology, partially because it's interesting (though sedimentary rocks are pretty boring imo) and because Diana teaches it, and I loooove Diana so much xD Petrology sounds painful but it's something I should probably just get done. Hydrogeo and envirogeo are both part of the elective geo courses I can take. Slowbro said he was going to take hydrogeo this semester but not enough people signed up for it, so the class got cancelled. It sounds pretty interesting and useful as far as field work goes, so I'd like to take it at some point, if not now. I'm debating about taking the envirogeo course at all, because the other option is geochemistry, which sounds *A* though it's a considerably higher level course >_>; So I'm going to ask Paul about it on Monday. I know I want to gen univ. physics II and Japanese 102 next semester, and then probably find some other gen eds to take. We shall see D:<

uhhhh. Man, I'm really hungry for some ice cream right now @_@; Cookies and cream sounds soooooooo deliciiiiiouuusssss. And I still want a soda! I'm gonna go clean some more and then maybe do work. MAYBE. probably not. BUT MAYBE.

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hailfire

and fire's a beautiful sound

Oct. 22nd, 2009 | 04:15 pm
feeling: tired tired
hearing: Only Ashes - Something Corporate

RAGEQUIT. )

Well, in more pleasant news (kind of?), Eric has succeeded in doing what many others have tried to do in the past and have failed at: making me want to play WoW. Cataclysm is bringing in GOBLINS for a new Horde race. How can I resist D: If I do play, which is seeming likely at this point, it won't be til over winter break when I have a a full month to burn. His friend paid for his subscription this month though, so he said we'll have to find a free mmo to play together in the meantime. I really want to play an mmo again ;_; But I have so very little time lately D:

Well, I should go do something productive like... shower or some shiz. Astronomy test tonight, physics homework due tomorrow, lots of english work to do over the weekend. It's awesome that even with crap kicking me in the face lately, I'm still happy as all hell with this guy. It's only been like a week or so but it really feels like we've just always been together. Yesterday, I went to McDonald's with him and his two friends Basement Girl and Donny, and Basement Girl mentioned how he's been so happy lately, and that before he was always miserable, even though he tried to act like he wasn't. And... I dunno >: I felt special. I'm so glad I can make him happy like that. Looking back, I don't think I ever saw him smile until we started hanging out. I think I like seeing him smile -- not jokingly, not mockingly, not menacingly, just smiling because he's happy -- more than anything else right now.

In other news, ow my ribs I still don't know wtf is wrong with them

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who's that lounging in my chair?

Oct. 20th, 2009 | 05:13 pm
feeling: pain D: pain D:
hearing: Sex and Candy - Marcy Playground

At some point today, I sat down. I heard CRACK. I felt pain.

Let me backtrack that a little bit; the past couple of weeks I've been coughing a lot from the backdrip of PHLEGM into my throat. Due to this, my right side started hurting a little bit, but it wasn't really anything big, just a minor dull pain every now and again when I had a particularly vicious attack. Lately I haven't even been coughing that bad, just some wimpy ones. But I was hanging out with Eric today, surfing through the chan because he truly brings out the worst in me, when I got up to go to the bathroom. As I sat down on the toilet, I just heard CRACK. Then pain. ;_; Ow. It hurts to touch and to move around too much but when I'm just sitting here like I am now, it's not bad. I'm planning on going to the health center tomorrow and getting a professional opinion on it, because both myself and the boyfriend have felt around and nothing feels broken or anything, but it still hurts like a mother. Speaking of mother, I contacted her to let her know about this and she thinks I'll have to get an xray. Auuugh, I hope it's nothing. >:

But the downside to all this is, HvZ is this week and now I really can't play, because walking is giving me a hard time, much less running and tackling unsuspecting humans. I have class during tonight's mission anyways u_u

I have to cleeeeean, do laundry and get some homework done tonight. Me and Eric are capable of actual productivity when we're not in each others' rooms. NEAT

guh. I'm gonna go sleep for like half an hour. so tired D:

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I absolutely love her when she smiles

Oct. 18th, 2009 | 02:45 pm
feeling: happy happy
hearing: Story of a Girl - Nine Days

Wow, I really haven't spent that much time on the computer lately >_> It feels weird. Most of my time has been spent with -- big surprise -- Eric, over at his dorm. We are officially going out now if nobody had figured that out and so far it's just been more and more awesome xD

Not a whole lot has gone down in the past few days other than that, really. There was a mini-con yesterday but I ended up not going in favor of sleeping, eating and watching stupid movies. You know. Fun stuff. Mother also stopped by yesterday to drop off winter clothes and I drove around campus a little bit, and of course upon hearing that I have a Boyfriend, she proceeded to give me a sex talk. Again. >_> So... I guess it's been decided that I should look into getting birth control and whatnot, and the only problem I have with that is that I have to make an appointment at the health center and go get it and I'm soooooo awwwwwkwaaaaaaard.

Me and Ash are also thinking about going to Culkin to see about switching to a lakeside dorm mid year. Other than the obvious reasons and the fact that we both spend more time over at the lakeside dorms than at our own, I really don't like Oneida @_@ It's loud all the time and people are always dumb and drunk, and it's as far away as possible from all my classes. I don't mind the walk so much right now but I know in winter it's going to kill me. Not to mention we originally wanted to get into Scales anyways (I'm now really wishing we did xD), so I'm hoping things will work in our favor there. I honestly don't care which of the three dorms we get into at this point, any of them are better than Oneida.

Last night I was just kind of hanging out and snoozing while Eric was doing a raid on WoW, and when he got done at like 1 in the morning, we went to Dunkin Donuts. We were just kind of sitting there, being our normal dumb selves when he said "It feels like I've been dating you for a year." And I realized that he really was right -- we've been friends for only about a month now and dating for less than a week, but we just clicked, right away from the start. It feels like I've known him forever, and all things considered, I've never really felt that awkward around him like I normally do around people I've just met. Relationships have always been hard for me, but everything about being with him just makes things easy. It really is everything I've ever wanted in a relationship, and. just. yes. Sorry. But right now, things are as close to perfect as they ever have been.

:3

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there's never a wish better than this

Oct. 15th, 2009 | 01:36 am

LIFE.

IT GOT AWESOME.

I... can't even begin to convey how euphorically happy I am. Never before, never ever before, has it felt so perfect, so right to be with someone. I feel like... this is it. I've found that person I've always been looking for. I hope I'm right, too. I just... yes.

I'm so happy right now. It's stupid. :3

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now the road is a minefield

Oct. 12th, 2009 | 04:52 pm
feeling: tired tired
hearing: Drive My Soul - Lights

So... Saturday was amazing. I introduced Ryan to Eric and they're now practically best friends. Zombieland was hilarious and amazing as well, and after that, those two and myself split from the main giant group of people that went and all hung out, played Magic and whatnot. It was just awesome.

Sunday... Things got complicated, as they have a tendency to do. Ash was dealing with her own problems but just when I was finally feeling optimistic, of course, Murphy's law had to take effect. It was... well... I won't go into it, suffice to say that Eric knows I like him now. And he likes me too. But... he has a girlfriend... And things with his girlfriend are complicated and not going so well I guess, and... I don't know what to do. He said he didn't want to make any rash decisions and I said I'd just wait it out, but it's really killing me.

I just have to stop right there or that's all this entry will be about. x_x

Japanese exam today, it was hella easy. I got a smoothie and nearly died from happiness <3 Sooooo deliciousssss. Ash was taking a mental health day so I ate my lunch in the geo lab and got some work done. Hung out with Eric a little but way less than usual, though tomorrow we're gonna play DW5XL after Physics, so that'll be awesome.

I've been really tired all day for some reason @_@; I kind of want to nap, but I feel like if I do, I won't get back up until tomorrow, and due to the immense amount of shitstorm last night, I didn't get any work done. So. Need to do work. D:

Also, went to Ichiban yesterday for Nickers' birthday :O He is 23 today and in 6 months I will be 20. le gasp!

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Oct. 8th, 2009 | 11:40 pm

So today after geolab, I went over to Eric's and he declared it was CO-OP TIEMZ. He then busted out DW5 and we raped face. Later, this:

AIM convos ftw )

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Oct. 7th, 2009 | 04:21 pm
feeling: pleased pleased
hearing: Stare at the Sun - Thrice

I'm wearing Eric's socks. And I feel slightly creepy.

Okay, let me backtrack a little. Today, it's one of those hella windy and kind of rainy days that seem to dominate Oswego. Ash and myself trudged to class and she ended up having wet socks, which bothered her greatly. So I offered to give her my socks! And just as the Great Sock Exchange of 2009 was going on, Eric happened to show up and he was confused, so we explained. He offered socks when he goes back to his dorm, so I accepted. I didn't get the actual socks until after lunch, but I am wearing them now and they are comfy and sockish. And like I said, I feel a little creepy.

Mother is on her way up with cold medicine and cough drops and tissues ;A; I am ever in her debt.

Feeling a little better though! uh... yeah. I hope I'm better by the weekend ;_; I r exhausted. The wind was so strong coming out of Snygg that I literally could not walk forward x_x feck u wind. haet.

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it's bad enough we get along so well

Oct. 6th, 2009 | 04:53 pm
feeling: sick sick
hearing: Anak - titofelix

*skips astronomy* I feel waaaai too shitteh

Physics lab was hellish/boring D8 It turns out that the other girl me and Eric partner with in lab is a gamer too and has a gaming computer ;A; JEALOUSY. Also, nobody likes Dells.

After Physics, me and Eric ate lunch and despite the food being delicious, my stomach has been acting up lately, due to both the red tide and the sheer amount of SNOT that I have unintentionally swallowed in the past couple days. Hurk. But after that I sort of just followed him back to his dorm and watched him play Megamen and we watched some youtube vids. xD It turns out he's a /b/tard. This makes me lol. We both had class at the same time, so I proposed we work on our min. assignment together -- and by together, I mean cut the work in half and cheat like we're not supposed to xD But the way the assignment is, I don't think Paul will even notice if two people have the same numbers -- there's only so many mineral databases out there.

English was auuuuuuuugh boring and I didn't do the homework for it. Despite that, it went by pretty fast. Afterwards I dropped by Scales again and ended up scoring Eric's AIM. All I have to say about that is CORRECT GRAMMAR IS SO SEXY D8

Well, I should get to work on that mineralogy assignment. I've already resigned to skip astronomy because I really don't have the energy to walk all the way to Piez and back again today. I should call my mom and ask her to bring up meds or something.

Also successfully invited Eric to go see Zombieland this weekend -- WITH OTHER PEOPLE IT'S NOT A DATE OKAY D8< I am going to be a gentleman and pay for him tho cause he's broke. I am happy.

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